1975-77 was
a time of satanic torment for me. It was a
period of emotional
turmoil and anguish, of confusion and
pressure to
be a servant of the devil.
This was an evil time. I regret all that
has happened. I
completely
renounced my previous pact and all of my former
prayers to
Satan. I am so sorry for all the lost lives and for
all the pain
I caused others.
Yet there comes a time when the shame of the past has to
stop. Mourning must come to an end. There has
to be a
realization
that all the wishing, the grieving and the sadness
I have over
such devastation cannot and will not change any
thing.
There must come a time when these negative feelings and
emotions must
themselves be laid to rest. Yes, I should be
punished for
my crimes. I do not have a problem with this.
Becoming a
Christian while in prison should never be a "ticket"
out of prison. God forbid! Still I have
long ago made my peace with God.
Jesus Christ
has healed my mind and He has broken apart the spiritual chains which Satan had wrapped around me in the past.
Today I am thankful to be forgiven and to be in my right
mind. To have peace, joy, and satisfaction, knowing that I am
a child of
God, that I am loved and cared for. This is worth
it all. What else do I need?
David Berkowitz
April 5, 2002